I am going to aggressively attack the problem in the Star because few will continue to listen to me about this unless it has bearing on the matter at hand. Real life. This word has to be taken from the dream.
The Stars are largely IRRELEVANT for real and we only reference them for entertainment, romance, and aspiration (be-more problem)... all mind shit that eventually makes us sick and that we want to stop getting wrapped up in.
What makes this word irrelevant right now in our lives? Why is it not helpful to look at?
(I am taking inventory of the words that define the problem to be deleted/redefined so the way forward is realized)
- Outer-space: because it is an seemingly "unclosable distance" we have to bridge before we can apply this in our lives
- "I am not a celestial body of light"
- The Light: We do not recognize our own light. That we are the light. There's an abstraction to be grounded, because how am I light? How am I to understand that?
- "I am not special"
- As if the Stars above and below are Special, they are somebody/something I am not and I can't do it. The lack of Self-Belief contributes to the Star Irrelevance.
- Magic and Mystery: same/similar to Special.. the statement is "I cannot figure it out"
- Feeling. It has a bunch of positive feelings associated with it that are not grounded. Do I associate my self with the feelings the Star invokes? Of being a Star myself? What does it feel-like to be a Star?
- Change. [like not knowing what to change]
What am I to physically change in my behavior to be a Star? What act defines a Star?
[immediately saw answers to this]
Performance (Show. Power.)
Lead. Initiate. (See the vision first and create it)
- Blinded by 'Others': it's always about someone/something else 'other' than ME.. = contributes to "I am not special" - we are obsessed with others and what they are doing - that DRAMA is our TRAUMA.
- "I have fallen (behind)" - like this is competition, comparison..."how am I supposed to catch up?"
- No Access: - separation, unable to reach or obtain access to that expression/life of the Star in ourselves.
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My approach for now is to, instead of looking for the support, open the flood gates of problems in this word, embracing all that does not resonate with me and allow myself to come to earth with the solution through fleshing out the problem.
A simple understanding to assist with this is INVERSION... as everything is already inverted... and the problem is just another format of the solution... like 1 + 1 = 2 - we see the 2 as the "solution"/"answer" but it is another expression of the "problem" of 1 + 1 - which in it's explanation is a "solution"/"answer" to the number 2.
The INVERTED STAR.... immediately you see the point. This is the "problem" we intuitively understand about the Star. When this thing is on it's head it has a surface, prominent association of EVIL as like the "DEVIL".
I will continue exploring this EVIL STAR which is just LIVE/LIFE in the mirror.
The Key to Life Through Evil immediately came to mind.
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