I will expand myself reflexively through reflection on my first post, again to gain, starting with these 3 parts:
"It's all here as me/with me. What does that mean? I look at myself/my experience while I also look at this page I am filling with words. Here in my body, mind, and being is the direct answer to my starting point. To what degree i'll be able to access the most important points for myself to examine, I am not certain, although I can certainly access what's in my face - that's the interface/surface of my programming.
I am here because I am still fucked and I want to be free. I am here writing this because I want to support myself again within writing. I am here because I know if I can balance myself and my time within using all the tools available in this process, I will become the person I dream of.
The Star at the Start is the Great Potential I Dream of.
I know who I am and who I can become, I know the potential exists in me - clouded by disasters of my mind.
I was a Starry-Eyed Child with the Promise of Potential to BE ANYTHING and I was already Great and Amazing!
The carrot on the stick was this magic in the air, up above in the sky, just as the stars sit above our heads.
I have wrote about the word Star before, so I can see multiple dimensions here to look into.
I have been challenged with a process of investigating my WHY, my PURPOSE, and that shined some light that comes back to what I see in myself as the Star before the Start.
The BE-ING JUST BE-FORE BE-GINNING.
Star Definitions for Reference:
- a heavenly body