In the Star I see that I have accepted and allowed life to become an idea of what could be rather than what is through abdicating my greatness into a dimension of irrelevance with regards to the earth I live on. Above and beyond the earth, like an act of spite, the Heavens are Out-Of-Reach. A place of wonder and mysticism, with spiritual superiority to the earthly body. Life is fated by the Stars as we've let them be the map of the earth, but the Stars above just like the Stars below are indifferent to the plight of those beneath them. According to the Desteni story, this may not be the case with the Actual Stars anymore.. but that programming is still there in human consciousness.
What is the point in becoming a Star if that power they represent is not (re)presented in all? The light isn't 'up-there', it is Here. We haven't found the Stars in ourselves, so we defer our fate to their placement.
Like the "lighthouse looking for the light" analogy. Who are we waiting for? Why give so much attention to external sources to shine the way?
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself as a Star to shine on all the light of life that each may realize themselves as life.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to guide each one in my constellation, my line of sight, to become the Star themselves.. so they can know the excellence of their self expression as one and equal with/as life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed Celebrity Stardom to define what it means to be a Star, which is in Self-Interest Only, causing a massive conflict in the universe where each one is in competition for the resources of the universe to rise above everyone to be MORE special than everyone else. Within that, consequences throughout the ages ripple as everyone compares themselves to each other.. losing their light of life, their potential, as we separate into lonely little orbiters.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that there are more Stars in the universe than grains of sand or human beings on earth and that it is not a point of comparison or competition in who we are to be a Star... we can be a universe of life excellence, shining examples of self-expression when lived to the utmost potential.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed the challenge of becoming a Star of Life because I want what I want and my self-interest is more important than anything else.. so instead I pursue a Stardom where who I am is the center of a galaxy, like a master/god/guru in Heaven.. rather than equal amongst the constellations, organizing myself to the benefit of life here next to me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the expression of a Star as the people who have excelled in their fields of knowledge and information.. that have applied themselves to the extreme and networked + amassed a galaxy around them that looks to them for guidance in their trajectory, their expressions..
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to consider that there is more to a Star than the negative projections I have placed on them in spite because I have accepted and allowed less for myself than they have in this life. I would have wanted that and done what they did, too, if I was in their position with the same opportunities.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge those above and beyond me in what they have accomplished because it eases my ego to chop them down to size... my attempt to "equal" them through demeaning the life they've lived.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the comparison and competition within my mind that separates the Stars from the rest, instead of forgiving all in creating a way forward for a life as equals.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have given up on my potential and abdicated the responsibility to actualize that to the Stars, manifesting what i'd like for myself as another who would "take it all the way" in their life in becoming a shining example of self-expression..
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed responsibility for the inferiority in relationships to Stars and all they represent, because as the programming shows.. in doing so I have placed an ability, an access, and expression "out of reach" from myself here..
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