My Star: Day 11

I had a great time with my wife this afternoon listening to music that had to do with the Star.

The principle I see myself naturally applying that is relevant to the Star is Mass Accumulation in that I’m getting a mass of material that I can cross reference and share with others. I am giving as I’d like to receive and creating a hub for others to share in the experience with.

I never considered how music could be part of this investigation but it was a very creative way of seeing what comes up in the word.

It’s also fitting because it is Star Performers, people in the Arts, sharing their presentation of being a Star. The way they sing, the various sounds and rhythms used in the song, and the lyrics they choose to present.

What stood out to me today in doing this was the Power to Influence. In many ways Stars are seen for their Influence and we love them for the effect they have on us. How they shape our lives with their presence.

Bringing this back to self;

Do we know our Influence? Do we know our Power? Do we know what we are really capable of?

In a way, all Stars are equal even in their Power of Influence. We don’t think differently of one Star to another as in thinking less of either, we recognize them as Special because they are a Star. They are different but equally great. It’s a cool example of equality at the highest level.

I had a realization about the Importance of this word choice while listening to the music.

The Star truly is the Starting Point because every day begins with a Star. The Sun. Even at night they are still here, so another cool point was realizing they are Always Here, no matter what time of day. They have an Eternal Presence and Expression in our lives.

It makes sense in many dimensions to begin the day reflecting on our Self as a Star. The Star represents your highest ambitions, your goals. It represents aligning our lives with the Heaven we want to create and bringing it to earth as us, the ones on earth. The ambition to become a Star is equal and one to bringing Heaven on Earth through realizing each individuals potential to be a Shining example of Life.

The practice I thought of was standing as the Star in my Heart, the Center Stage, and pulling every living being in my life into myself as the Star in my chest. It’s a conSIDERATION of All IN what is Best as the Star is The Best. Bringing all into myself as myself, that they can realize themselves as me. It’s inspired by what they did in the early Destonian days with the demons to share Self Forgiveness with them.

Just like a Star begins with a Center of Gravity which pulls All in its vicinity into it to express the Light of Life.

Star Memory: Day 10

Last self forgiveness post was from my notes before I went to bed.

The memory I’m investigating came up originally in the word ‘Best’, where in being the Best I noticed this relationship with simply expressing myself without thought and then gaining attention which led to comparison/competition that I felt uncomfortable with.

I would self sabotage in order to eliminate or reduce the negative experience by self diminishment. In a game I would play beneath my skill level to give others a chance to compete or catch up. In my mind I thought I was doing them a favor and giving myself some fun. Like giving people a break from my domination.

On further investigation I noticed memories with my brother or cousins where they would be compared to me, compare themselves to me, and I would not be sure what to think about that. Like superiority was pushed on me for just living what I didn’t think twice about. I didn’t want to feel like I was better or be separate from them, I didn’t want them to see themselves differently from me so I compensated with finding ways to be on their level. Not always, but sometimes.

This relates to being a Star in that a Star is The Best, but the word Star wasn’t used in these situations.

I see a sabotaging of potential in this for others sake, a lessening of self for survival.

I will move onto clearing specific memories with the word Star but because this already has relevance I’m going to start here as it’s going to make a difference in what it means to Be the Best within The Star.

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the consequences of other people’s judgment/self judgment where I enter their mind for comparison as a Star, an example of what is Best, and I am ‘above them’ in who I am.. what I can do.. what I have.. and how I think. Specifically the consequence of them having negative experience where I question if I am responsible for how they experience themselves in relationship to me, where I also begin to have a negative experience about being me and them being them.. because I just want to be me without this self-conscious interference in my expression which I enjoy. I don’t want to stop being me or for them to stop being themselves because of judgment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise the best in me because I believe in it is more beneficial to be like everyone else, because I can survive in peace without becoming a center of attention and self-conflict for others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define being myself as trouble because other people react to me and in their reactions to my self expression I had to face the problems in them.. that they accepted and allowed.. and then I accept and allow in me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define being myself by the experiences and reactions of other people, which I then adopted as experiences and reactions towards myself because I cared what other people thought of me as I wanted to be accepted so I could survive and function in this world.. knowing that if I was too much for others, if I triggered too much in them of the wrong thing, then I would end up living a hard life with the relationship problems that developed from triggering them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to replace my unadulterated self expression which was real with a consistent consideration for what others would think about me first where I then prepared my self to express myself in a way that would always be accepted by others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define what others think about me as more important than my actual self expression, to suppress myself so as to not suffer from the experience of other people’s opinions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide in an attempt to save myself from the judgment and comparison.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be ashamed of being myself because I felt like there was something wrong with the way I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I am not normal and I’m not being normal I would be singled out, separated, isolated, judged, compared, and either exalted or degraded as people would not just treat me as themselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear rejection for being myself which wasn’t normal to others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself fear standing out just being myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself being or becoming exposed and other people taking an interest in me or paying attention to what is different about me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sacrifice what is special or unique or different about me in order to appear normal, to fit in, and remain relatively invisible or equal to everyone.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel awkward about being myself because I wouldn’t accept myself and just allow my self expression.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into conflict and separation with myself, polarizing what it means to be me and trying to avoid either being so special and positive to someone that they feel inferior to me or become obsessed with me.. or trying to avoid becoming an outcast/weirdo that is too strange for them to relate with, ending up ostracized and ridiculed.

…… to be continued

More Star Self Forgiveness: Day 9

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget about my potential.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dim my light because I want to avoid the conflict of comparison and feeling bad about myself or others from the comparison.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pretend to be someone else so I can blend in and hide from the conflict I face when being myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear standing out and getting polarized, charged attention which stimulates the comparison and competition of the mind with who I am. In that I become a center of friction, I find myself in the middle of a war within myself/others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide behind this apparent concern for others where I think and believe I don’t want them to feel bad about themselves because I am better than them, because I am a shining example… when the reality is that I feel sorry for them and I don’t want to feel bad about being better or feel bad about them being less, I don’t want to be responsible for that experience and so I diminish my self expression, my skills, my presence, my intelligence, to be able to be on what I perceive to be ‘their level’ of things.. so ultimately I end up constantly dumbing myself down, playing stupid, and stooping to an expression that isn’t reflective of my best.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself the responsibility of being myself which is the best as I fully express myself in the moment without any self conscious interference as I trust myself without thought to say and do exactly what I know is best/appropriate/real/honest/relevant in the moment.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to lean into the trust of myself that I do not require doubt to achieve an outcome, to act properly, to speak properly, or to think properly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a pattern of behavior that is self-diminishing because I fear being/becoming the best and the focus of many people’s attention when I am equal and know I am not ‘better-than’ others in essence..

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel bad about being better than everyone else.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel bad about thinking and believing I am better than everyone else.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I am better than everyone else because I’m not sure what that would be true about and I feel bad about that thought… so first let go of feeling bad about thinking that even if it is/were true and then let go of the thought because it is something relative anyway.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to guilt trip myself for other people thinking/believing/feeling inferior to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed others as inferior to me when I am just being myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself feel inferior to people who are just being themselves.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself as all as one as equal, to see, realize, and understand that we are all equal and one without comparison or competition.. we are all being ourselves as we currently understand who we are and in essence we are the same..

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself as all as one as equal to see, realize, and understand that we are all Stars.. like the Stars of Life with the Spark of Life within us.. embers burning.. with the potential to be shining examples. We are all special and unique without degrading each other, without diminishing ourselves.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself as all as one as equal to see, realize, and understand that we can and do make a difference in allowing ourselves to express who we are like a child, an animal, in pure innocent brilliance.. 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself as all as one as equal to see, realize, and understand that we all have the capacity for Star Performance and Star Power.. to make an awe-inspiring influence that changes someone’s world and guides them back to themselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget my power.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget my influence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget what I can do, to limit what I can do in/with fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am benefitting others by diminishing myself, dimming my light, lowering my skill level, playing small, stupid, and otherwise trying to take the spotlight off of myself.. when often what I am taking from them by not taking the responsibility of the limelight of attention is the opportunity to face themselves as the points I represent in their mind/being/body.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself the responsibility of placing myself before others to face themselves in/as the mirror of my being… where I am the gift/presence which has a key to who they are.. 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself the responsibility of bringing people face to face with themselves by me being myself as I currently exist, where by not holding back and not interfering with my self expression, my maturation of potential, I am gifting that opportunity to others who will self realize.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to self-realize, self-actualize, and bring into being the potential of life that I represent in living without doubting who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt who I am and my greatness.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to challenge my insecurity and perceived inferiority.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed less of myself when it is not best and does not actually benefit anyone - including me, when I previously thought it would because I could fit in, blend, and hide in a mask of what is ‘normal’… to not gain attention or create conflict.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that this conflict already exists in us and that by being myself I am bringing attention to what already exists in others/myself because I am not confining to a certain self-definition or limitation that is ‘normal’ in everyone else.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want and desire to be normal like everyone else, to have the same limitations and self definitions so as to relate with them and ‘have more fun’ being apart of who they are and their experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stand for self limitations that only diminish self and my expression, my performance, my enjoyment, and my ability to create.

Application Adjustment, The Star: Day 8

 After lingering dissatisfaction with my journey through The Stars..
I have revisited some EQAFE material that helped refocus me.
Responsibility within Words - 19-25 minute mark specifically
Purifying Words
The Nature of Words

What I realize is going on within exploring this word is the network/constellation of words that opens up and begins to direct me in this process. I am accessing all these layers within myself on purpose to take inventory of what exists within the word. My dissatisfaction is with the irrelevance of it all because of the separation from self and the distraction embedded in the self-interest/desire of being/becoming a Star... experiencing myself as a Star. The attention. The fame. The above-most/all special individual. The money. The energy as the feelings/emotions. The performance.

The dominating factor of this pointy light that sits at the top of mind is Celebrity Status and the Heavenly Wonder. The imagery/imagination, what I believe the 'Life of a Star' to be-like. It is captivating and enticing as it brings me up high, only to disappoint me when I look at what is going on within this experience because it makes no difference because of what I have accepted myself as separated-from.

Even in writing that just now, I could see how I almost wrote out a statement of blame instead of responsibility. The whole, "fuck the stars" thing.. similar, if not exactly the same, as the grudge towards Celebrity Stardom. This point in me and others where i'd like to see them fall because what they're living is so detached or fake from the position many of us are standing in. Not taking into consideration what exists in/as the Stars Above and Below that makes-them-so, which in the same breath dismisses what-could-be, for-me.

I see this programmed experience of feeling abandoned by the Stars/Beings-Above and in that a Self-Abandonment.. as I face a reflection of the ways I let go of my potential to be/become a Shining Example of/in Life. 

Bringing this back to self...
Applying what's shared in these audios..
ONE point...
Placed in the center of my being..
On the center of my chest..
Considering the point to forgive - the STAR-ting point i'm defining as the Star.
This word and what i've explored/shared is reflecting who I am.
I place myself as this word i've lived within/as myself..
To test/cross reference my body on the point.

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I wrote "star" and said it.. then..
... checking my body.. breathing deep, holding my breath, looking up and down.. expecting more pain or tension.. expecting to feel more..
... slight feeling of pain in my chest/sternum.. questioning if it's related.. feeling burnt/tired from coffee today..

First point that came to mind before checking in with my body is from the Nature of Words audio;
"main point of separation is we personalize words to serve our ego, our interest as our mind..."

- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be different than everyone else in living the word Star, becoming special in a more-special kind of way where I stand out in a way no one else is. At the same time, isn't this the point of the process within walking out the word Star? To discover the incomparable self-expression within/without?
The inequality would be that somehow this is separate from others and in this I can see the idea to challenge is that we somehow cannot be equal and one in being absolutely individual. In one of the Star interviews it was mentioned that they'd like for us to discover this uniqueness about ourselves. There is an interpretation in here somewhere that requires perspective as it's disallowing what seems to be a contradiction.

- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a make-belief identity, a super-hero in my imagination, to define my potential - the who/what I could-be if I allowed it... this is the 'personalization' serving my ego.. as the pursuit of becoming a Star has this relationship with 'those-who-are-not' ... the SUPER hero is SUPERIOR.. but what is life like if everyone is equal and one in their heroic superior expression?

- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abandon my perceived potential once I have realized this fantasy of the mind separated from reality where I imagined myself as someone/something that could never be in reality - cause even the Stars we perceive to be living that life are not in reality what we have created in our minds; they are benefitting from that directly as we give them the appearance/impression in our acceptance/allowance.

- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire the benefit of being/becoming a Star in the minds of others where I am able to feed off the attention they give me for playing-to this character of the mind.. performing with my body, my voice, my expression, to give the impression that I am someone/something more-than-life.. more-than-them..

- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to assess all of this from a point of morality where i'm judging myself and anyone who is a Star-Celebrity or intent on becoming a Star as a 'bad-guy' in working with what is here as how we are all programmed to benefit themselves in this life and position themselves for influence, money, power, control, or survival when.... practically speaking... that is the process we must walk if we want to make a difference in this world because even if it is not "real" in reality... it is the reality we have accepted and allowed to dictate us as we created ourselves subservient to it... so what am I saying in my previous self-forgiveness statement? That a Star is evil in it's intent and I am not? That those of us who accept and allow Stars as they exist, those of us that PAY attention to them, are not responsible for this? We placed ourselves in relationship to them as they did to us through what we accepted and allowed, no? 

The point is to live the word Star that I may express/have THE BEST... in the process, enabling a way for all/others because of what I have access to... not to denigrate what exists currently as Stars and further remove from my life what I actually want, further remove my potential for fear of being another person who 'made it in the system' only to be demonized.

Morality is not what is Best for All.

Self-Realization is.

That being said:
What is my personalization of this word that serves my ego, my interests? 

There is something more to be understood here because this word is unique in how much of it specifically stimulates self-interest. That was something I noticed quickly. There is also the interview Existence in a Word that explicitly details we must entice the mind/ego in our writing to support another.. to show them the benefit in taking this on for themselves.

There is no way we could be expected to walk these processes without benefit to ourselves otherwise no one will do it. If the personalization of a word to serve our ego is the main point of separation then it must be to realize the objective living of the word that is equal for everyone and not just ourselves. This must mean there is a detail in accepted definition of a word that is detached from reality where it does not actually serve us. So - just like the super-hero ideation.. but the reality is it serves us in life and physically if we correct the understanding.

A correction in the living of Star could then be that I do not need to become someone/something I am not but rather express a potential already within me to it's mature form. To flesh out the benefit of my being, my presence, and my brilliance. The super-hero ideation that only serves my ego is for instance that I would be a God amongst my slaves. That I would have the world in my hands with a bunch of followers giving me everything. It's the context that's false, the relationships I would seek to create in living what I believe to be a "Star". The ideation to correct is my projections of those who currently have Stardom, as i've separated them from myself and believe them to be living a life I cannot - that few can - with a value of life more-than others. 

Most of this I have touched on in some way already. I'm simply focusing my articulation and looking to specify this more.

Aha - a note to continue on in the next one:
I had a memory surface about my resistance to being myself because of how I would then be compared to others or have them compared to me... where I learned to then "dim my light" or lower my expression so as to not trigger that comparison because it made me feel bad.
I can see this relationship affecting my investigation into the Star because I want to keep "Shutting down the Star" because I don't want to face this conflict.. I don't want to have to stand out and take responsibility for what is reflected back to me when i'm actually shining for others to see.
It's easier to fit in and hide.

Realigning the Star with Life: Day 7

In the Star I see that I have accepted and allowed life to become an idea of what could be rather than what is through abdicating my greatness into a dimension of irrelevance with regards to the earth I live on. Above and beyond the earth, like an act of spite, the Heavens are Out-Of-Reach. A place of wonder and mysticism, with spiritual superiority to the earthly body. Life is fated by the Stars as we've let them be the map of the earth, but the Stars above just like the Stars below are indifferent to the plight of those beneath them. According to the Desteni story, this may not be the case with the Actual Stars anymore.. but that programming is still there in human consciousness. 

What is the point in becoming a Star if that power they represent is not (re)presented in all? The light isn't 'up-there', it is Here. We haven't found the Stars in ourselves, so we defer our fate to their placement. 

Like the "lighthouse looking for the light" analogy. Who are we waiting for? Why give so much attention to external sources to shine the way? 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself as a Star to shine on all the light of life that each may realize themselves as life.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to guide each one in my constellation, my line of sight, to become the Star themselves.. so they can know the excellence of their self expression as one and equal with/as life. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed Celebrity Stardom to define what it means to be a Star, which is in Self-Interest Only, causing a massive conflict in the universe where each one is in competition for the resources of the universe to rise above everyone to be MORE special than everyone else. Within that, consequences throughout the ages ripple as everyone compares themselves to each other.. losing their light of life, their potential, as we separate into lonely little orbiters. 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that there are more Stars in the universe than grains of sand or human beings on earth and that it is not a point of comparison or competition in who we are to be a Star... we can be a universe of life excellence, shining examples of self-expression when lived to the utmost potential. 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed the challenge of becoming a Star of Life because I want what I want and my self-interest is more important than anything else.. so instead I pursue a Stardom where who I am is the center of a galaxy, like a master/god/guru in Heaven.. rather than equal amongst the constellations, organizing myself to the benefit of life here next to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the expression of a Star as the people who have excelled in their fields of knowledge and information.. that have applied themselves to the extreme and networked + amassed a galaxy around them that looks to them for guidance in their trajectory, their expressions..

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to consider that there is more to a Star than the negative projections I have placed on them in spite because I have accepted and allowed less for myself than they have in this life. I would have wanted that and done what they did, too, if I was in their position with the same opportunities.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge those above and beyond me in what they have accomplished because it eases my ego to chop them down to size... my attempt to "equal" them through demeaning the life they've lived.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the comparison and competition within my mind that separates the Stars from the rest, instead of forgiving all in creating a way forward for a life as equals. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have given up on my potential and abdicated the responsibility to actualize that to the Stars, manifesting what i'd like for myself as another who would "take it all the way" in their life in becoming a shining example of self-expression.. 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed responsibility for the inferiority in relationships to Stars and all they represent, because as the programming shows.. in doing so I have placed an ability, an access, and expression "out of reach" from myself here.. 

Star Irrelevance: Day 6

From my last posts, this dimension of irrelevance has stepped forward.

The stars are irrelevant in that their influence on our mind is to further mislead and mystify us.

In the Desteni discord I said, ‘all the problems that come up in the Star are what is solved when we define/redefine/live the Star’

So, the problems are that it’s all mostly knowledge and information as entertainment for the mind to feel special, to feel powerful. It’s spiritual, mystical, other-worldly, ‘out of this earth’, esoteric, and that stuff is very enticing to the mind… but what does it deliver?

At the end of this, I want to bring it home. Place it here. To show it in a way that it’s in my human body, that’s accessible to all, that it begets another Star. A non-image based understanding, something I can feel and know in myself.

For now the star is a point to consider as a reminder, a goal. In that, it is a guide I place as myself for expression. The journey to is through this crap.

—-Self Forgiveness Statement —-

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to face my disdain and disillusionment with the Stars as the celebrities and the mystification of night lights, where I just see/feel the bullshit and don’t want to hear it or think about it, but at the same time I know there’s something to these things as I’m enticed by it from time to time..

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to sort out my relationship within the word Star and the constellation of words that come up looking into it.. such as Celebrity, Fame, Specialness, Power, Mystical, Knowledge, Secrets, etc..

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand how I have separated myself from the Stars where, for example, I have this experience from writing about all of this that could be put into statements like, ‘I don’t want to bother with this.’ or ‘this is all bullshit’ or ‘this was designed to distract me’… as I look closer at what’s going on in all this information it’s like realizing the life of a celebrity behind closed doors is actually very dysfunctional in exchange for their stardom.. the sacrifice of substance/life to achieve all of it is grosser than most realize.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the reality of a Star in our current definition is not very positive and all the great things we project onto them is actually an ugly truth as well.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to consider all that really exists within us as the Stars and the becoming of a Star, that is really who we are, that is not just the positive, dreamy ideals we know as the picture presentation of their existence.. which is a fraction of what is really within and behind the existence of a Star that we take for granted.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to extend that consideration to myself, where the positive presentation of myself that many people know takes for granted all of who and what I am behind that which is not seen.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get lost in all the irrelevant information and knowledge that feels so interesting and special to explore as I seek out the ‘power of a star’ or the ‘key to living star’ in the network of knowledge.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be Starstruck by the Stars, unable to see the reality and way forward within the Stars as I’m stupified in amazement by the expression I’ve consumed like a drug to get starry-eyed on.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in infotainment, where I put on a show of the stars by showing off what I know about who we are as stars.

Star: Day 5

 There was a point within this EQAFE audio on Words about how we accumulate information, where we get to feel superior in the energy of being knowledgeable. We experience reactions from others when we aren't equal to what we're sharing, though. We don't know how to share about the talk we've walked and we also don't walk the talk that often (despite what we think).

"...beings will immediately react to or disregard anything that is seen to not be able to be comprehended or incorporated into their minds, in their self interest"

The point that's made is to share what we have lived because that is practical and of substance and entice the mind. When we share what we lived, that is always more practical for another than talking about the latent information that has yet to make it's way into some act in our lives.

Looking at the word "Star" I can see this point immediately within all that information/knowledge inspired writing I shared. It's me playing with the images and relationships in the word as an artistic display to see what it could mean when lived. That is the imagination, the playing of pretending. 

In a way, this is what we're living when it comes to 'being the best' though. This is what I can see in myself that may be true for everyone else. We elevate ourselves in our mind and lose touch with reality. We separate ourselves into higher and lower expressions. All that is great becomes celebrity icons that we perceive to be living our dreams. If we happen to be living their life, we separate ourselves from those who look up to us in want. Just a constant inequality of the mind that in it's nature is not real.

The "stars" we know are not what we think and that's demonstrated often when the curtains are pulled back. We as the stars have failed in guiding each other and organizing ourselves into a constellation of equality where all are living their potential.

The "star" celebrity on earth actually gets much of their light we see from us. Many are shining their light on top of the celebrity.. and that is reflecting what is existent in our mind/consciousness back to us. What we're seeing is our reflection as we are shining the light back onto ourselves in the mirror - if we can only recognize this. They do not become exalted or elevated without the masses placing their attention on them for their self-expression. Instead of appreciating and integrating in ourselves what we see in them, we sacrifice them for entertainment to our screens.

Eventually we burn each other up in this creation of a star as what is really being sacrificed is our attention/presence/time/physical resources to experience the entertainment as an energy for our mind. It takes massive amounts of physical resources to fuel the life of a star.